Day 38: Realising Responsibility - Can’t Hide from Economics – Part 2

This is continuation of Day 37: Can’t Hide from Economics – Part 1, read this blog first for context

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to take full responsibility for myself and existence as myself – as it is the outflow of my acceptances and allowances and is thus in fact me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘not care’ within not wanting to be diverted from ‘my life path’ and ‘what I like’ – where I do not want to step away from doing that which I have defined within myself as that which I “like” and will avoid and ignore all points which I have defined within myself as that which I “do not like” – without ever seeing/realizing/understanding that these likes and dislikes came about through memory – where I for instance did not understand something which was being said on the news about economics and within that moment decided that “economics is not for me”, and where from this moment forth, this is what economics is to me – where I will only every see/view/interact/participate with economics with the preset idea that “it is not for me” – and thus never actually deal with economics itself, but only ever with my idea as my opinion which I bring up within myself each time I am faced with a point in relation to economics

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise, that the “decision” to ‘not like’ economics, was never a real decision made by me, but a preference which emerged from memory: where I in the past reacted to not understanding economics, and where the reaction which emerged there in itself was also the result of memory before that – and thus I have never ever really lived or made any decisions, but only ever lived as memory within and as value judgments towards everything and everyone in my world – where within every moment that I am not here breathing as the Real Character which is the Physical Body which is part of this entire Physical Existence – I am only living as memories and creating new memories through memories and within that never ever participating and interacting with the real world – as I am the prisoner in Plato’s cave – only seeing the shadows as my opinions, ideas and beliefs – and never ever seeing, feeling, touching the real thing – as that which really matters, which is this Physical Earth and all physical bodies on Earth – and ensuring its optimum functioning

 I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that personal likes and dislikes created through memory are really irrelevant when one’s goal is to change the world, including self – as personal likes and dislikes as opinion is that which divides us and moves us away from that which we all share: which is the physical -- and our Human Physical Bodies as the Real Characters – and within that I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise the importance of taking care of all beings Real Character equally as the Physical plane we all share, which is the ONLY real reality and the only reality which should be of importance to each and every single one of us

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and attempt to hide from economics – which is like trying to avoid seeing my reflection in reflective surfaces – as what I am trying to hide from is myself, as this very world and existence came about through our agreement to give more value to thought as energy, as entertainment, instead of focusing on the only real value which is Life, here as the physical

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise – that within me not being in conflict with the economic system and the world, I am in fact agreeing and giving it permission to exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can afford to ‘not know about economics’, within the belief that economics does not affect my Li(f)e as wants, needs and desires – without seeing/realising/understanding that economics within this world is that which defines, shapes and forms my life – but since I was born in an environment with money to sustain myself, I don’t care about anything or anyone else, as I am in a position to entertain my thoughts and follow the energies as feelings and emotions within me – drifting away from the real world and the real suffering taking place every single day

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that that which really matters is the Real Character within and as the Physical, and within that I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to have seen/realized my responsibility within ensuring that all Real Characters as Physical Bodies are equally taken care off as myself – and thus I must make it my quest to ensure that all physical bodies as myself are equally taken care off through educating myself on the system which drives and defines this wellbeing through the channelling of money as our economic system – so I may see/realise/understand how it actually operates and correct the flaws within the economic system as I correct them within myself within taking responsibility and embracing the Real Character as the Physical – to make sure that we establish an Economic System of Care, which ensures everyone’s wellbeing within the understanding of that which really matters, which is that which is always Here as this Physical Existence – while thoughts, emotions, feelings, energy, likes and dislikes end at the point of Death, and can thus be completely disregarded

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to place the responsibility of fixing the Mess we created on Earth upon the shoulder of others – without seeing and realising that we created this Mess through collective agreement, and thus it will require collective agreement Breath by Breath to Clean up our Mess as we re-create the current World of Abuse to a World that’s Best for All – which is the only Creation worthwhile investing in. And within that I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise my responsibility and live my responsibility Breath by Breath within correcting myself and this existence as myself – the same way as I moment by moment through only ever living within and through Memories and various different Characters, created this Mess in the first Place

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that within wanting others to “fix the problem” – I am in fact signing away my right to Life, as within the statement of not wanting to take responsibility – I state that I do not care – and thus, others should not care about me – and within that place myself within the position of slave where I am bound to go through whatever it is others decide for me, and within that I have no right to complain, because after all: I signed away my right to Life

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that living a Li(f)e where I do not take responsibility and am an absolute slave by my own doing – is not a nice way to go through life – and thus I stop and I embrace responsibility within the realization/understanding that, that which I require to take responsibility for is Equal and One to and as my nature as that which I require to face and correct within myself – which is the only way we can ever correct this World for real, anything less would be a delusion – and so I/we walk, Breath by Breath, correcting ourselves and this moment with every Breath we take as our Commitment to Life

Commitment Statements to follow within next blog

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Day 11: Economics is a System of Values -- Not a Science

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and present economics to be a science which is set in stone and within that portray the Capitalistic System to be THE System and THE ONLY WAY it can be within the world

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to remember from Economy101 that economics is not a science but a value system which reflects what humans value on Earth -- and is in no way set in stone

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to remember from economy 101 that economics in its essence pertains to the management of resources and the particular questions any economic system must answer to in terms of what to produce, how to produce it and who gets what -- and within that I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that Capitalism is only one of the ways of answering this question, but is not necessarily THE WAY of answering these questions

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that there is no right or wrong within answering those three basic questions -- but only that which either works for All or doesn't -- and where Capitalism has revealed through the ages to not be an answer that works Best for All

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the way Capitalism answers these questions is rather unsatisfactory as is evident in a world where a majority starve and suffer
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider other ways of answering the three basic questions of economics such as that of the Equal Money System

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to defend the current World Economic System as if it's "the only way", while the current way of the world economic system merely reflects the values we as humans hold dear which reveals to us our inherent evil nature and the inherent evil within the economists who designed such a system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that these values are unchangeable and that thus Capitalism is the best we can do

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise the extent of limitation I am accepting and allowing myself and the world to exist as, through stating that "this is the best we can do" -- which basically implies we are not the "ingenious superior race" we believe ourselves to be and that bugs such as bees are thus in fact superior to human beings in every way

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that if our current economic system is a system of values, and this is what has become of Earth and the human race as a result of this system -- that this means that our values and who we are as the human race is inherently evil

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that our economic system is not a system of value but a system of disregard and abuse

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the current way of what we value and what we don't value is in fact not working for everyone and that since we are all living on the same planet Earth, and since no-one owns planet Earth and its resources except for planet Earth itself -- that this is very unreasonable to say the least

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have designed a system of values called Capitalism which values an idea, the idea of money, over something real -- which is Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system where I value a figment of my imagination more than that which I can touch here in the physical reality


I commit myself to the re-evaluation of our current values and our current economic system which is a reflection of our values as to realign these values to what is Best for All Life

I commit myself to changing the current World Economic System where Money is valued over Life to a world Equal Money System where Life is valued in fact and all are taken care off Equally

I commit myself to exposing the economic system and its perverse values for what it is so we may see what it is that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become which is Evil and that this needs to be reversed to Life

I commit myself to remind the economists within the world that our current economic system is not set in stone as it is merely a system of values which can be changed

I commit myself to expose the atrocities that have been created and allowed within the world through the working of a broken economic system which does not serve all Life but only has regard for itself and its own infinite growth

I commit myself to expose the simple truth that our current World Economic System is unsustainable as basic math can tell you that a system of infinite growth cannot co-exst in a world of finite resources

I commit myself to expose that the belief that natural resources can be substituted with human capital and that we should thus not worry about the depletion of natural resource is completely bullocks and will lead our world into destruction

I commit myself to the establishment of an Equal Money System which will be an actual system of sustainability which ALL can enjoy

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Day 10: The Goodness of Man is a FairyTale we Tell our Children so they can Sleep at Night

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe in the goodness of man.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is just this little spark of goodness left in man.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if a spark of goodness existed in man, this goodness would be reflected in our world.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, poverty would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, prostitution would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, child pornography would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, money would not be the motivator of life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, all men would be equal.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, the cries of the suffering would be heard and addressed with the re-organisation and re-desingning of our economic system.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, animals and nature would be honoured as the source of all human material well-being.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, common sense would be the common language and no wars would be waged over differing opinions, beliefs and interests.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, murder would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, suicide would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, cancer would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, the best health care would be available to all.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, children would not turn on their parents.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, the world would not be destroyed in the name of money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, gossip would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, backchat would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, people would be the same within as without.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, the arrogance of the ludicrous idea that technology can replace all natural capital would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, we wouldn't owe our life to a system where we have to labour for most of the years we have to enjoy the last few in old age.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, debt would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, political corruption would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, consumption would not define a man's value.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, no abuse would exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, euthanasia would be legal everywhere.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, animals would not be abused and tortured in the name of profit.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, there would be no guns.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, brainwashing through school, media and advertisement would not exist.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, all parents would first educate themselves on how to educate a child before even considering to have a child.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, a job would not be a prerequisite for survival.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, we would not be obsessed with finding love and kindness in another.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, an equal money system would already be in place.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, direct political participation would form part of everyone's daily life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, poison would not be used as a cheap way to make food taste sweet in order to make big profits.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, only the best and most efficient products would be produced in order to not deplete natural resources at an unsustainable rate.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that if there were a spark of goodness in man, each one would love their neighbour as themselves.

I commit myself to expose the evil nature of man that denies the right to life.

I commit myself to expose the evil nature of man that allows millions to suffer for the abundance of a few.

I commit myself to expose the evil nature of man where each man is only willing to think of himself.

I commit myself to expose the evil nature of man that continuous destroying Earth in the face of the disasters this has already proven to bring about.

I commit myself to the re-education of mankind through exposure of what is being accepted and allowed and the offering of alternative solutions that work for all.

I commit myself to the death of mankind as what man currently exists as and the re-birthing of a new form of humankind that considers all life equally at all times, creating a world that supports and benefits everyone - manifesting heaven on Earth.

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