Day 36: Medication as Happiness - Big Bucks, Big Pharma – Part 2

This is a continuation to: Day 35: Big Buck, Big Pharma

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world which values and honours Profit over Life as Health Care

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where Health Care and Health Care products are turned into Consumerism Products which Consumers can buy even though they do not actually require the product and whether the product will actually assist and support the person’s body is questionable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where pharmaceuticals are presented and advertised as consumer products, as to brainwash any person looking at the advertisement into the belief that they will be better off with having this product/drugs where the drug has no relation whatsoever to the person’s actual wellbeing, but is designed for the sole purpose of generating money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system which only  values money, and thus only values human beings in so far that they can be mined for money – where pharmaceuticals/drugs are presented and moved through the consumer arena, where the drugs are “Branded” as to give the particular drug character so the consumer may develop an emotional bond between self and the drug advertised

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system where health care is really money care – where the point is no longer the efficacy of the drug within assisting and supporting the body, but where the point has been shifted to the relationship one can have with a particular drug/brand where the drug is taken from the starting point of energy and value, where one will take the drug to obtain the energy, value which was associated / attached to the drug through visual media advertisement, where the drug is taken as a form of feeding self with energy instead of using drugs as a practical way to assist and support the body within re-establishing itself within Health

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise, that within pharma advertisement, the actual point as disease/condition is never portrayed – but where with all drugs no matter what their use – the people in the advertisements are portrayed as “Happy” people “Living Life”, where pharma advertisement is thus in fact the advertisement for the Pursuit of Happiness through consumerism as drugs and in no way whatsoever about what is Best for All as taking care of one’s Human Physical Body

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system as the economic system which only cares about money accumulation – where doctors will prescribe drugs to their consumers – oops, I mean “patients” – which they may not necessarily need as they receive benefits from the company who owns and sells the drug – where many end up suffering needlessly from side effects such as heart attacks and seizures

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to defend the advertisement of drugs through labelling the advertisement as “education” while this is obviously not so within showing Happy People dancing, laughing, playing within the ad – there is no real information provided whatsoever and an incorrect picture has been transferred to the consumer as to what this drugs really does, where it is assumed that this drug is some sort of magic pill which will make you a Happy Person and have a Burdenless Life

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the consumer cycle is constantly being fed and maintained through drug companies producing and releasing ‘new, better versions’ of their drug – while there is actually no improvement whatsoever, where psychological obsolence is used to keep the consumer coming back for more within the Pursuit of Happiness of being and achieving MORE

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that only 14% of all new drugs are deemed to be “likely” better than older drugs which were already out there – which only further indicates that pharmaceuticals and health care in this world are so far separated from one another where they currently have little relation with one another but used as a justification to accumulate more money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system where Health Care is not about Care but about Profit, where a single drug will be existent multiple times within different brand names – resulting in huge waste of resources as these different brands spend time and money on marketing THEIR drug as THE drug while all are really the same, and where millions are wasted in creating the best advertisement so the consumer will pick THEIR drug instead of the competitor’s one – while both are the same – which merely indicates that all the points in the world such as poverty, starvation, disease whose existence are justified through referring to “scarcity” is complete bullocks, as millions are going to waste within the Profit Game and Competition which could have been used to actually change this World in a Place which is Best for All as REAL Health Care through funding the establishment of an Equal Money System

I commit myself to the establishment of a world System which honours Life over All, as the only REAL value existent within this world

I commit myself to reveal of how Health Care has been transformed into a Lifestyle industry where drugs are dressed up as consumer products which consumers can buy to have a piece of Happiness within their lives

I commit myself to the end of all brainwashing as advertisement and to the realisation of real education as part of the Basic Education everyone should receive in terms of how the Human Physical Body actually operates so all can Care for one’s Heal in fact

I commit myself to the redefinition of Health Care as actual Care for Humans, Plants, Animals, the Planet as what actually assists and supports the physical within reaching an optimum level of functioning – instead of the mass manipulation into consumerism as which it now exists as for the sake of money as fake value

I commit myself to the re-evaluation of All Drugs to eliminate and clear out all the drugs which are in fact not beneficial to anyone, but only created for the purpose of money accumulation – and within that I commit myself to establishment of a scientific health care community which in fact cares about the physical’s health and will only commit themselves towards drugs as support which will actually assist and support others and one’s own physical bodies

I commit myself to expose the Lie drugs as become as a product of Energy and Experience where drugs is no longer advertised as a way to relieve oneself from a particular ailment/condition/disease – but where the incentive for buying and taking the drug is based on wanting the obtain the energy presented in the Advertisement as ‘Happy people’

I commit myself to expose how doctors within the current world system are not in fact serving their clients within what is best for their health, but only act within what’s best for their wallet

I commit myself to expose the obsolence game being played within the pharmaceutical industry for the sole purpose of getting people hooked so they can keep on buying their drugs without there being and actual change or improvement within the chemical composition of the drug

I commit myself to educate others as myself on the real state of Health Care within this world so those who may hear can wake up and realise that this world is not set up to take care of its people within the principle of what is Best for All – and that change as the Equal Money System ought to be implemented

I commit myself to expose how vast amounts of resources and money are being wasted within the Consumerism Game by people who apparently “Care” about the Health of others, when these resources could have been used more effectively through bringing about ACTUAL change within this world which would have a REAL impact such as the funding of an Equal Money System which will ensure that ALL BEINGs are taken care of

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Day 35: Big Bucks, Big Pharma – Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world system where pharmaceutical companies and hospitals hire Clinical Research Organizations [CRO] – and where the CRO’s go to poor countries to gather up people as test subjects unto which to test drugs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where organizations go and test drugs on people who are poor and illiterate and do not know what they are signing up for or what the consequences might be of these trials

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where value as money is unequally distributed – where the current economic system will only cater for those who have value as money and will abuse those who are in a position of no or little value as money to get more value from those with money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that there is in no way whatsoever a framework of protection or safety existent within this world – where currently one’s safety and quality of life is dependent on how much money you have – which in itself is dependent on the birth lottery – where if you have been lucky enough to have been born into an environment with money you will be cared for while if you don’t you will be sought out and your personal health and quality of life will be abused for the sake of improving the health of those with money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where the value of one’s life is dependent on money – without seeing or realising that whether one has money or not is dependent on where and what family you were born into and is thus completely random

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where people to do not question – not even SEE that life is currently only valued in terms of money and what money can be made from it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where children are brought into this world and taught by their parents the “way of life” where the children will be conditioned and brainwashed to accept the world the way it is and play the game along, and so will teach their children the same without ever seeing or realising that this is not the way of Life but the way of MONEY

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where human beings are assessed and evaluated according to how much money they have and where one will protect those with money in the hope they can get some of it and impinge on those with no money as they have no real power, no real say without money and can easily be abused and accept the abuse as they will do anything if it means another day which can be survived

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to have ever stopped within myself and actually look at the world and SEE what is going on – as I had accepted and allowed myself to be so occupied with chasing money and chasing good, nice, positive experiences for myself that the whole world just went right by me without me ever seeing and realising what actually powers and fuels this world as the world economy which supports me in chasing money as positive experiences


I commit myself to expose the great divide between the poor and the rich where both are human but both have been treated differently according to how much money they have – which itself is completely random and unreasonable  

I commit myself to expose the atrocities done unto the poor in the name and protection of the rich and maintenance of their status quo

I commit myself to show that human beings have become blind to what is happening within this world as all they see and are pre-occupied with is their own personal Pursuit of Happiness, which is a tunnel visioned quest which disregards any and all other beings and how they are effected within the consequence of one’s personal Pursuit of Happiness

I commit myself to show that every action has a reaction/ripple effect and that currently we are only committing ourselves to actions which are not Best for All, only what’s best for Self and thus bring about reactions/ripple effects which are not Best for All, all over the globe

I commit myself to ending this lunacy and establishing a World Economic System of Equality as the Equal Money System where all Life whether it be human, plant or animal is valued equally and taken care of unconditionally

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Day 26: The Matrix is All Around Us - NO ESCAPE

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the economy is all around us.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that there is no way of escaping the global capitalistic economic system.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise how the economic system pervades through all aspects of our lives, not only human, but also of plants and animals.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by not following the news, not studying economics and feeling as though I have nothing to do with economics does not mean that I am not affected by it in every aspect of my life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realise the extent in which money and economics controls human life and determines our decisions and choices on a daily basis.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by simply turning a blind eye to the negative and disastrous consequences of our economic system doesn't mean that they aren't there and that I am not responsible for them.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that by deliberately remaining ignorant about economics does not mean that I am protected from how economics impacts my life, but simply means that I have given up any chance to empower myself by understanding in being able to stand up from within the system and propose actual, real and sustainable solutions that benefit all.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realise and admit how money eventually always has the last word in every decision and choice that I make in life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that I cannot escape economics in the same way that I cannot escape myself as the economy is merely a groce out-flow and manifestation of who we as humanity are as a whole - and therefore, that we must face ourselves as the economic system head on to see what we have accepted and allowed to have become of ourselves and to take responsibility for this screw-up we call life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that becoming an artist is no way of escaping the economy as eventually all artists must find a way to make a living.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that being high all the time is no way of escaping the economy as money must be found to pay for the drugs.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that being drunk all the time is no way of escaping economics as you need money to buy your booze and your aspirins for your hangover headaches.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that going back in time is a way of escaping economics, since we are the sources of the economic system and will simply make the same mistakes, leading to the exact same situation we are in now.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that going to live on a farm and 'being self-sustainable' is no way of escaping economics, because a lot more is involved in terms of maintaining a farm and the physical than merely planting your own food and generating your own electricity - such as equipment, health care, maintenance of infrastructure, etc., all of which requires money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that meditation is no way of escaping economics, because sooner or later your body is going to get hungry or you're going to want to take a shit, which means you'll need to buy food, toilet paper, pay your water bill, etc. - proving that you're as fucked as any other person.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that travelling is no way of escaping economics, because your entire experience in travelling is determined by money.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realise that the only way we can save ourselves from the claws of the economy is if we change it from within - starting with ourselves and investigating how we are responsible for every single part of the economic system in how it reflects parts of our human nature that we live out in our everyday lives - to be able to firstly correct this behaviour and stop powering the system of abuse and then from there, assist and support ourselves to place ourselves in positions where we're able to change the system from the inside out in a way that it reflects the best version of ourselves.

I commit myself to educate myself about economics and investigate how I am personally responsible for feeding, powering, creating and supporting this system of abuse within the world through looking at how each aspect of the economy reflects a part of in and of myself that I live out in my everyday life.

I commit myself to stop feeding, powering, creating and supporting the current economic system through transforming my beingness from corruption to self-honesty and integrity wherein I value all life equally to my own and act accordingly.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to be able to place myself in an effective position in this world where my voice will be heard and from where I am able to create a ripple-effect that allows others to stand up and lay down their chains - so that all as one we are able to forgive the past and correct ourselves to design an economic system that honours all life equally.

I commit myself to stop looking for ways out and trying to figure out creative ways of escaping my creation as the economy of the world - but instead face it head on through facing myself head on where I allow myself to learn from those who have gone before me who stand as examples in this process of taking responsibility for what has been allowed.

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